day 11

cny day 2..
last time back in tropicana, we always rush home to spend time with you ans princess after our yearly festive obligations..
either that or you and princess will come along with me and go visiting to different houses..
over the years, things have really changed, but i still can't help but feel regret swarming over me..
i wish i never took you for granted, i wish that we were still staying together, i wish you were still here..
i wish for tons of things, but i know these wishes will never come true again..

day 10

it's chinese new year today..
not such a happy or exciting occasion for us cos you're not around..
can't see you wearing yr cny shirt anymore..
sigh..
are you celebrating there or enjoying yourself with all the yummilicious food??
i sure do hope you are..

day 9

the chinese people believed that when a person dies, on the 7th day after their death their soul would come back and visit the family or house in a different form..
i wonder if the same applies for you..
me and daddy talked about it, but i doubt there was anything that happened because daddy didn't mention a word..
me and daddy also joked and said that maybe you will reincarnate and become our real son instead..
if that's the case, daddy will love you to bits.. just like how he did the first time he saw you at the pet shop..
because of you, we all began to love miniature schnauzers..
clumsy and cute..
absolutely captivating..
Love you..

day 8

you are just so adorable and smart that it's so hard to forget you..
grandmama and grandpapa keeps comparing stephy with you..
poor girl, and she was just bunking overnight..
please protect yr daddy k??
he's just so emotional and temperamental..
btw, how you doing there babyboy??
how come you didnt stop by in my dreams..
really miss you..

day 7

daddy tears everytime we talk about you..
he really misses you a lot...
i guess you are really his fav poopy, always and forever..
your girls have a mixture of your character..
ally has your looks and persistancy..
fatty is smart like you with an attitude that desires for attention...
miss you...
muaxxx

day 6

miss you
miss you
miss you
miss you
miss you
miss you
miss you
miss you
miss you..
MISS YOU SO MUCH!

i know no matter how many times i say this, you won't be back..
but i really do miss you so!!

day 5

did i tell you, daddy got drunk that night..
he was really upset and really blames himself for your death..
he said he really don't feel like going home anymore becos it doesn't mean anything to be home and it hurts him even more..
por por cried cos she misses you alot and gong gong went to a pet shop to look for "an uncle" as he terms it..
we all miss you..
por por is traumatized by the whole thing and she can't stand to see mindy around..
do bless mindy